"Broken"

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

[x2]
'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i5JU5NpdBW4&feature=related

AT YOUR SIDE (The Corrs)

When the daylight's gone and you're on your own
And you need a friend just to be around
I will comfort you, I will take your hand
And I'll pull you through, I will understand

And you know that

I'll be at your side, there's no need to worry
Together we'll survive through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, and you've nowhere to turn
I'll be at your side

If life's standing still and your soul's confused
And you cannot find what road to choose
If you make mistakes (make mistakes)
You can't let me down (let me down)
I will still believe (still believe)
I will turn around

And you know that

I'll be at your side, there's no need to worry
Together we'll survive through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, and you've nowhere to turn
I'll be at your side

I'll be at your side
I'll be at your side
You know that

I'll be at your side, there's no need to worry
Together we'll survive through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, you've got somewhere to go,
'Cos I'm right there
I'll be at your side, I'll be right there for you
(Together we'll survive) through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, you've got somewhere to go,
'Cos I'm at your side

I'll be right there for you
I'll be right there for you, yeah
I'm right at your side

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C4fF2EJy9Aw

Get To Know Me

1. Is your second toe longer than your first?
Uhmn. No.

2. Do you have a favorite type of pen?
I prefer one that writes?

3. Look at your planner for Sept 14, what were you doing?
3 days after mom was admitted to ICU...visiting her and worrying i was going to loose her

4. What color are your toenails usually?
French pedicure.

36. What color are the blinds in your living room?
off-white

38. Last thing you read in the newspaper?
Sports Section

39. What was the last pageant you attended?
It's been awhile. I'm not sure.

40. What is the last place you bought pizza from?
Hungry Howies

41. Have you ever worn a crown?
Yes.

42. What is the last thing you stapled?
Mom's living will papers

43. Did you ever drink clear Pepsi?
Wtf?..uh

44. Are you ticklish?
Very much so.

45. Last time you saw fireworks?
July 4

46. Last time you had a Krispy Kreme doughnut?
Been about 6 months.

47. Who is the last person that left you a message & you actually returned it?
Kevin

48. Last time you parked under a carport?
every night.

49. Do you have a black dog?
No... I have a Black And White Shih Tzu tho

50 . Have you had your mid life crisis yet?
Nope...Sometimes I wonder tho.

51. Are you an aunt or uncle?
Auntie

52. Who has the prettiest eyes that you know of?
Hm. Krysta. Flaming Red Hair, Pretty GReen Eyes.

53. Believe in Karma?
Yes. I do. Karma. I've met Karma. She's a Bitch.

54. Do you remember Ugly Kid Joe?
Uhmn a little to old for me?

55. Do you have a little black dress?
Yes Yes I do. I love to get dressed up and taken out and shown off on a nite on the town..

Rob Zombie - Pussy Liquor Lyrics


Earl had a baby, baby was her name
he knew she was crazy Tiny was the same.
Down behind the shed slaughtering the hog
Slice along the belly feed her to the dog.

1,2,3 who should I kill?
Everymother fucker running up the hill.
1,2,3 what should I do?
Get fucked up and fuck up you.

Pussy Liquor
Make ya sicker
Pussy Liquor
Do it quicker

Baby: Yeah we liked to get fucked up
Earl: Yeah i like to get fucked up too
Baby: Yeah I bet you do

Dane had a baby Otis was his name
white as a ghost totally insane.
Otis loves the girls young and clean
drowning in a bucket of gasoline.

1,2,3 who should i kill
every mother fucker runnin up the hill.
1,2,3 what should i do,
get fucked up and fuck up you

Pussy Liquor
Make ya sicker
Pussy Liquor
Do it quicker

Baby: Yeah we liked to get fucked up
Earl: Yeah I like to get fucked up too
Baby: Yeah I bet you do

Dont you know something
They wont tell

Send them to a hell
Burnin in the house
Spirits are alive
A tongue lashing mama
Help em to survive

1,2,3 who should I kill?
Everymother fucker running up the hill
1,2,3 what should I do?
Get fucked up and fuck up you

Pussy Liquor
Make ya sicker
Pussy Liquor
Do it quicker

Baby: Yeah we liked to get fucked up
Earl: Yeah I like to get fucked up too
Baby: Yeah I bet you do

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WtZNJy6T5TE

Honey why are you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying, is everything okay?
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me?
Will it start a fight?
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KzE91IViKBE

"Unlove Me"

Unloose this hold you've got on me
Unlock this heart that can't get free
Unlive the night you kissed and hugged me
Undream the dreams that we both shared
Unfeel the feelin' that you cared
Before you leave me, please unlove me
Unlove me
Unmake all the memories I can't forget
Unlove me
Let me go back to the way I was before we met
Back to the days when I was strong
When it wasn't sad to be alone
When I was happy-go-lucky
And I didn't know how good it felt
To hold you and feel my heart melt
Show me a little mercy and unlove me
Unlove me
Untie all the strings between your heart and mine
Unlove me
But do it real slow, so I don't have to lose you all at one time
Before you pack your bags and leave
One thing I wish you'd do for me
Take a little time to just unlove me
Unlove me
Unmake all the memories I can't forget
Unlove me
Let me go back to the way I was before we met
Unlose this hold you've got on me
Unlock this heart that can't get free
Before you leave me, please unlove me
Show a little mercy and unlove me

Sadness is a part of life. People come and go. There is nothing you can do about it really. The one thing I have realized in this world is that the one thing you can depend on is yourself. Being stronge is a mental state. However, not everyone can stay strong at some point they break down and the pain becomes to much for them to bare. I've never been afraid to cry. In fact when I'm hurting crying makes me feel better.

Life is about living and being happy and we all know that sometimes pain is a part of our life to remember who we are and what we have become. Love has a strange way of making people hurt. Even people who stay together over 50 years still hurt each other. My aunt and uncle have been married for 58 years, and honestly they flat out hate each other now. I don't think I could be with someone I'm  not inlove with. When you give your whole heart to someone and you love them with your heart, that is something you will never forget and you will never let go of. I would rather be alone for the rest of my life then being with someone I don't love pretending that I do love them and wishing I was with someone else.

Letting someone you love go is painful. In any situtation that you have to let them go, it's painful. Learning to live again without the person who hodls true in your heart is even more painful. No one could under estimate the power of love and what it can do to a person. Being with someone you don't love just because it's convient or "the right thing to do" ends up in diaster no matter what you think. I mean hell my brother got married at 17 because his girlfriend was pregnant. 16 years later he finds out that she wasn't his kid after all.

I have always been one to follow my heart, usually that ends up getting me hurt. Loving someone can fill a void in your life. Once yu have known true love you can never go back. It is with you for always.

That being said, I'm off to make lunch.

Good Day

-Cher

So lots of days go by and you think about what heppens in the past. I am a very firm believer in destiny. I believe that everything happens for a reason. To lead you down a path in your life that you can benefit from. I have met a lot of people in my life..both good and bad. I have seen the effects of playing with someone's life. I have seen first hand abusive relationships, liars, cheaters, death, drug addicts, murders, and what they can do to you.

 

Mistakes are a part of the human form. Everyone makes them. No one is perfect. However, someone always takes the downfall when things turn wrong. Tears do not break a person...however I have always heard that tears cleans a soul. People make mistakes. However, has anyone ever thought of why it happens. I honestly thing that mistakes happen to teach you a lesson. Destiny. You are set out for a destiny and if that destiny becomes in danger for any reason..things will happen to make you realize it.

 

Pain has been a big part of my life. Being miserable has been a big part of my life. Never did I think I could be happy. Being happy was for people who were different than me. People who deserved it. I didn't feel like I deserved to be happy. Most every time in my life where I was happy, I have ruined it for myself. Our past paves the way for our future. Future's should be something to look forward too.

 

Never under estimate the power of your words..Never doubt the power of love..and never turn your back on the one's who hold you up..

 

Don't lie..lying get's you no where but hurt. Besides when you tell the truth you don't have to remember what story you told who..

 

Be happy with what you have and never be mad at what hand that the devil has dealt you. Keep you head up and love like you have never loved before because you don't know when the rug will be pulled.

 

Laugh and be jolly with the people you love. You never know when you're going to lose them.

 

Just remember, that you are responsible for your own actions. Never blame someone else for your mistakes. Learn from them. Cry and get over it. Shit happens. Life goes on. Just remember that you only live once, your friends you shouldn't betray, and you should always follow your heart.

 

 

~Cher